Fitting in (cup of thought)

Fitting in is hard.. when you are totally have different mind set and also different interest..
One thing we can do.. let them think what they want and we just do what the best for us..
We are incapable to satisfy all people around us..
The right people will come.. (if lucky enough)

None of us want to isolated from people..
it is nature when you got something, people will ask for your help...
it is added value if you are funny, like to butt other people, made fun of others and got looking.. people will hanging around you

There are few thing I'm holding..
1st..be confident in what you do..
2nd.. watch what you gonna say
3rd.. take an action towards what you said!

It is horrible got "friend" who really enjoy watching you fall apart..
Just hanging there with our resolve and also who dearest to you..
We can not change anything in past but we can change something in present so something might be happen in future..
Do not ever regret about mistake you have done but learn from it..

In public, do not ever argue something about religion.. (it is sensitive issue)
Some might like to aim and shot you if you are newbie and asking something "irrelevant" about religion..
People who are really obsessed with their mind set will always find the mistake that done by a person who they think a threat in religion.. most of peoples are stereotype (they even did not realize it)..
Yes, I am Muslim and I got many multiracial friends who come from many beliefs.. so I can compare the situation very well.. most of my friends did not judge others by what their belief but by what they behave..

So.. If you want to fitting in.. just remember : let the society with their culture.. if you can not stand it, ignore it.. if you cant ignore it, please leave the society and find other niche which will fit into you.. :)

~The more you know how it functioning, the more uglier you will found it~

Got this from one of my friend.. really heartwarming.. (^~^)

muahahaha.. give forgiveness but do not forget

I'm not act based on my maturity... I'm act based on how my surrounding.. since I'm not having  fun back few years ago n trying to act based on my maturity,try to follow the normal flow ..

now I'm doing what I feel right even though it feel wrong (SOMETIMES).. wahahaha..

Add on.. this is the new creature i ever known since i know how the real world work...

I can't blame "it" for what happen... yet~~ "It" cant blame me too.. it just misunderstanding.. n do not OVER REACT.. like ~~~sob*sob*sob*~~~ (-_-").. n just go to upstairs... leave d rest clueless..

When some party take the blame n lowered their head to ask forgiveness.. just stick in ur head "this party" is trying to preserve the peace...
its not like "we are taking ur life n b our slave".. NO! NO.. n NO! 

Take it easy.. n give d forgiveness.. but never forget.. easy~

if u can't fit to d situation... there are many options u got...
1st : do ur own stuff n never take part in any conversation.juz stick to ur "tablet"
2nd : do not even rely on d others... n just do it by urself...rely on internet
3rd : label all ur things so d others wont disturb it..

I was live in 26 y.o n this is the 1st time i meet this kind of creature.. n there are some part that i dont like about it.. well d rest of d part?? hehehe.. "it" always by itself.. that's i like about IT...

LETS DO WHAT WE WANT TO DO N SEE WHAT WE GET... (since I dont care what u thinking about me)

ITS TIIME

Well, i'm sorry to myself because nothing update for 2012.. there are LOT THINS happens...

basically tremendously BAD!!! 
losing my family member,getting kick out from my degree, redo back my study.. lost almost for Rm1k for flight..
somehow feel stranded in "other planet"..
ahhhhh~~~ all bad news...

forget about it, 
Now,i want to share a book that grab my intention.Since the PRU 13 will be held soon. The title is Berani Tanpa Sedar and the narrator is Tan Sri Abdullah Ahmad.. containing more politics and his opinions towards Malaysia Politics... the sarcasm in the writing really breaking my back.. the truth of Politics system in Malaysia... muahahahahhaha 

Friends show their love in times of trouble..

one of my friends said : "ko ni bebaik skit..org lain suka amek kesempatan atas kebaikan kau"..
well.. dunno what to reply.. just sit there and continuing my work..

starting think about it.. hell ya.. some of my friend took advantages on me..
but let by pass b by pass..

here..just a few being a very close friends to me..
miss my homeland... a lot of great friends there..

so far so  good..
who cares.. no body cares..
bla..bla..bla.....

later i'll put something more knowledgeable for reader.. exp: java n joomla..
just wait for it..
until then ..ja mata ne

By learning pain, you can become a person who can be kind to others.

ahahaha
tq to those who r concern to protect my smile..
i also want to protect the others smile since i like smile
smile represent happiness n crankiness..
hehehe

since my dad thought me to smile  n share ur hapiness
then i'll do d same exactly what he ask me to do
ppl come n go
born n die
healthy n sick
n etc

somehow i felt so glad i was born in my family
thinking about those kid growing without family
so poor n pity
felt so sorry
its a big challenge for them
growing in "not enough" condition
for this main reason
i want to build orphan home care
where i can take care those hopeless kid
for d god sake!! pple will bare their own prob 1st..but what to do..
its nature..same goes by me..

really hope i can do this before dying..
who know when my turn
so, i hope i can realize this before 30s

they have been hurt by an unspeakable pain and sadness
which i can felt it
where by, somehow the sadness can come across just like that.. 
i hope there are lot more ppl out there feel the same way with me..
i am believing there r no one being alone in this world..
even tough u like being lone ranger
n dont like to socialize
but still.. sure there are some one will need u..
thats all for now.. ja mata ne
chu~~

going to taste thai~~~~ hehe

ahahahahaha
today i went to thai fushion at Plaza Alam Sentral
n ate steamboat..
mwahahahaha..
going there n trying the steamboat..
quite ok..
nyum~~
i wish more friends can join me there.. but as usual.~~~~~~~~
this pic taken by kak wad's lil sis..hehe
tq Izati..
chu~~~

di suatu mlm.....

citer ini berkaitan dgn housemate ku..
yg pintar2 n cerdik2 belaka..termasuk la ak skali..
wahahahahahah
mmg gila~~~ cam besa..mlm jumaat
tv3 akan tayangkan citer hantu..saka jentayu..
ak x layan sgt mende2 nih..
ak  pon sibuk p masak..
aziyan dlm bilik..
cikin sibuk dgn fb...
tv terbuka....
cik amy baru balik dr library...
budak rajin..hehehe
yg ak nmpk..dia masuk dgn sorang budak pompuan..
pkai tudung hitam.. baju orange2..pakai spek..n sedikit pendek dri ak..
da ak siap msak mkn mlm.. ak dtg kat ruang tamu..
dok tepi ciken n tya mna amy..
aziyan pon dtg dok luar.. sembang2..
ciken dgn selamba..eh???
amy bukan balik sorg ka???
ahhhh~~~~~~~~~~ sudah
aziyan trus dok buka ayat kerusi..
ak wat bodo..
xkan mata ak salah..
ak tau la rabun ak kuat + rabun silau tinggi tahap gunung kinabalu~
tp..ak nmpk kot budak pompuan tu..orang yg lengkap sifat manusia..
aziyan da stat bsing2..
ciken pon mula kuar citer yg bukan2..
ak pkir balik.. xkan la ak silap tgk..
pkir2.. bleh jd jugakk..ahahahahahahahaha
ktorg dgn sabar tggu amy siap mandi..
kuar ja amy dari blik..trus ciken tya..ko blik dgn sapa.??
tetiba lak budak yg ikut amy balik kuar dr bilik kak wad..
aiseh..budak yg ak nmpak tu adik kak wad..izati..xpsal2 amy bsing2 dgn ak..
ahahahahahaha..
satu rumah da kecoh psal  ak pya statement..
ish2..gila betul org rumah mlm nih..ahahahaha
xpsal2 suma tdo awal kecuali ak..
kna tggu siap download sp2..huhu