kawen..jan x kawenn..wakakakaka

mmber ak sbuk rancang masa depan bersama bakal 2 husband masing...
siap tgk baju pengantin..nk pkai color apa time kawen..
make up mcm na
terasa mcm alien duk tgh public ja time mmber2 disscuss bab2 kawen2 ni

mmber2 suma aim kawen before 27..
ak lak x aim apa2 lg..cuma nk abis degree n ada master n kja
wakakakaka
liberel sgtkah ak smpai rsa kawen ni menyusah kan ramai org
entahlah...
sbb parent ak da ad cucu n menantu..
bg ak da cukup
turn ak jga parents lak
x kawen pun myb xpa
janji ad kja...klu xda jodoh, before 32 ak nk adopt anak angkat..dlm 2-3
susah2 ak wat rumah anak yatim...senang citer..nk amek bpa ramai anak agkt pun xksah
janji happy~~~~~~~~~

myb ada yg akan rsa ak ni kasihan, pelik n lebih sadis gilo!~~
wakakaka..hidup x semsti mcm yg kta plan...
so plan A xdpt nk apply, pkai plan B lak...
well ald 23..need to plan fo 10 years later...
klu ak kawen pun ak still nk wat rumah anak yatim..
xkawen pun xpa..bukan rezeki..
wakakaka
:)

lagu zaman 1980-an (wink2)

akak ak penah cita kat ak..dolu2 baby sitter yg jaga ak suka nyanyi lagu dolu2
sampai akak ak pun nyanyi2
dari standard 1 sampai la dia form 5 n masuk u
lagu yg berkumandang kat rumah lagu SLAM, aris ariwatan etc
byk sgt..taju lagu ak x igt tapi lirik ak igt..
da akak ak nyanyi ari2...

antara band boy yg ak suka _ GERSANG
wakakakaka x ensem tp lagu diorag best2..
suara pun sedap... hehehehe
adik ak pun da join club member rock kapak2
dari peminat p.ramlee
join jd peminat ekamatra

ak x feel sgt meaning lagu2 dolu2
tp ak suka rentak2 n bit
best sgt...slow n damai...
in short maintain vokal..
ak x jumpa lg mmber2 ak yg suka lagu2 dolu2
nah ni medicine
lagu sempoi~~

ni lak gersang = suratan takdir

gersang = masih ak terasa

It doesn’t matter who my father was; it matters who I remember he was.

bapaku umpama superman + spiderman + batman + gaban (suria baja hitam) + ultraman bg ak..

xtau la pandangan adik beradik yg len.

bapa ak garang , tegas n baik hati

walaupun bukan anak emas, (cuma anak silver/perak)

tp bapa sentiasa cuba berlaku adil...

dr kecik sampai da besar...bapa sentiasa nk yg terbaik utk kami adik beradik..

dr education sampai mkn minum n tmpt tggl

bapa sentiasa jaga perasaan kami...

time kecik2 bapa suka buatkan buaian...

happy x terhingga sampai masuk selumbar kat kaki pun x rasa..bapa juga yg dtg buka..

kes lain lak..bapa da ad misai, skali bapa ak cukur misai, ak menangis meraung2...sbb x suka bapa xda misai...dr ari tu bapa ak x penah cukur misai...

bapa ak ckp susah nk jaga misai..

skang ni baru bapa ak cukur skali skala..

ak x merungut sbb bapa ak ckp jenazah yg ad misai nmpak x terurus..

ak pon dok diam2..tgk bapa ak mustache-less huhuuhuuhuu

masih lg ak igt time escape kat sekolah asrama penuh

bapa sanggup dtg amek time mlm n antar time subuh

xda air punya psal..ak pun merungut.. bapa dgn sabar dtg amek ak

walaupun baru dr operasi kebakaran..klu igt balik..buruk betul perangai ak

ish3...

byk kes ak wat..dlm adik beradik ak la plg problem..

dr sekolah yg top(SMAKK), ak minta tukar n pindah sekolah biasa (SEMAI)..(prestasi)

nasib baik ak skor..klu x mampos kna marah..

dr sekolah tu biasa, batch ak(form 3) n senior ak (form 5) agkt smpai jd top 10 di sabah..

skang skolah tu dlm proses capai sekolah elite..

masuk form 4 ak da x suka sekolah tu, byk sgt rules yg melampau2..

budak2 makin susah nk control kut...

dr ak create lg byk problem...ak pun wat deal dgn ayah ak..

ak skor utk spm n tukar kan ak p skolah pekan (st john)..cam ak wat kat SMAKK

mak ak marah x terhingga..bapa ak ckp ok..

hohoho

seminggu gak mak ak x tegur ak...

bapa ak slumber....ak slumber n nasib baik lg..ak skor...

p matrix labuan ayah ak yg teman...p uitm s.alam, ayah ak hantar..siap suma ayah ak beli utk ak...

set pinggan mangkuk, instance coffee n milo..tggu ak abis induction n call ak setiap hari tya kbar...byk lg la..

boleh ja ak p wat sendiri tp sebab kasihnya bapa ak kat ak...dia wat benda2 yg remeh temeh..

sbb tu ak usaha utk devote my life for the sake of   MY super HERO... MR MADRIH hehehe

sambil ak belek2 gmbr2 dolu2

tgk pic bapa, mak family ..

ak baru sedar ak byk kat tmpt kejadian tp xda evidence pun kewujudan ak kat area tu

smpai ak le lupa ak pnah dtg kat tmpt tu

baru ak tau kepentingan pic dlm membuat memori yg baru

ceeewaaahh ayat hebat

skang ni xla sedey sangat..

x tua lg..x nyanyuk lg.. wakakakaakaka

tp mulai skang ni

ak nak wat evidence ttg kewujudan ak

x kira la dgn mmber2, family or sapa2 ja la

ak akan amek pic 

nnt anak2 ak ble la tgk2 pic ak zmn muda2

mak bapak ak ble la tgk mcm na proses ak mnjadi org 

under didikan org ramai

serius..pic kelas pun ak xda..hahahahaha

dari form 1 sampai form 5

ntah camna ak le hilang

cepat sgt ak escape.. kuikuikui

dari smakk ke inanam ke st.john

lgsung xda pic.. heeheehee

masa xle putar balik...yg ada cuma future

jd nk preseve memory tu bebaik  kuang3

Recalling days of sadness, memories haunt me. 

Recalling days of happiness, I haunt my memories.  ~Robert Brault

yuhuuuu saturdayyyyy

one of my fren's draw erza scarlet digitally  for me..

mmmmm she said that she really like this character after introducing to her..

waaaaaaaa a lot of  anime ald introduce to her 

n from many from it, she choose this one..

hehhehehe

u got a gud eye girl...

keep it on babes

n bare in mind..my hair still short as it destined by me..

never got long hair..

unless my father ask me to keep my hair

wakakakakaka

having short hair like this charater...mwahahaha

if getting emo he hide his face behind the mask

soo cute.. becoz cannot use mask..

then i just smile, "ganti topeng"

hehehe

   

another one busy to tag me with this song

dewa song.. kinda sweet but too much for kid to have expensive motorbike..wakakaka

n d girl kinda materialistic 

poor kid..spposly enjoy ur youth while u can..

well,, need to balance the yin n yang

have a nice day~~

pasta n carbonara

as usual
ari jumaat ari bergembira
dr petang ak wat keja, rsa penat sgt..
cik ciken pun balik
baby tasha pun da sampai rumah
hehe suka sgt dgn budak nih
aktif cam budak laki

cik ciken jaga tasha
ak lak p sibukkan diri kat dapur
byk lg bahan yg tinggal

apa lg, msak la carbonara yg senang n mudah
da siap, kak Ana rasa
n dia ckp pasta ni rsa cam ubat
byk mushroom kut
sbb tu rsa cam ubat
azian lak, melantak daging
pasta xmkan..geram tul ak!!
mna x alahan datang..makan x seimbang.. :x

n ari ni dlm sejarah
cik ciken berjaya tdokan tasha
yeaaahhhh... syabas kawanku
ak buai budak ni nak dekat 15 minit!!
xtdo2, makin aktif ada la
huhu baru tau camna penatnya jd mak
"terima kasih mak"

pasta yg dimasak da habis
tasha pun da balik
so, need to work again
chaiyok2~
majulah hidup utk keluarga

thaipusam n sunway lagoon 20 jan 11

suffer vs enjoyment

today people in selangor got holiday
thaipusam day..
n student use this chance to go to water park sunway lagoon
n d student is my housemate

ish how envy...huhuhuhu
how ironic, in someplace people suffer n in the other place, people laughing n enjoy the world
n me??? stay natural at home "surfing" as long as i can
now downloading samurai champloo
really like this
chu~~~~~~~~ XD

cairo tggl impian

mmmmm menyakitkan ati betul klu ingat balik..

ak xle join p cairo mid year ni..ak kna kja

n sebab ak da xle jln jauh.. so round2 malaysia pun extend for a year..

myb after master, take leave for a few weeks n going my journey

1st to singapore, then johor melaka, pahang, perak n kedah, perlis

kalu ad rezeki p thailand...

as lone ranger...nk bwa mmber sama spesis xmo ikut...

yg nk join berlawanan spesis..

seronok mmg la seronok tp nnt org pandang serong kat ak lak...

lg la naya..so lone ranger is d best..klu nk bwa siblings..

xlepas punya..bapa ak x bagi..hehehe

 aish....

sblum umur mencecah had umur..

kna p, klu x, takut xda kesempatan...

len la klu husband ak pun kaki explore bumi ni..

itu klu kawen..klu x kawen..ak pun duk la kat tmpat asal ak..duk diam2 wat amal  kebajikan 

jd anak yg baik, sbg kakak yg prihatin n sbg adik yg bertimbang rasa..

myb sambung blajar lg.. 

mwahahahahahaha

lepas tu klu ak ad rezeki...ak nk p sandakan n pulau area semporna..

pg dgn adik ak..

n myb ajak fotog..

ble la suh fotog amek pic bebyk

shoot yg cecantik..

utk mr ibe

sori bebyk....myb kna p jln2 sendiriran berhad laaaa

wakakakakaka

utk mengobat hati yg sdey ni..

ak pun dgr lagu ballade yg mendayu2~~

 dedicate to whom it concern by alex ubargo= a gritos desperanza

enjoy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

T.T