kawen..jan x kawenn..wakakakaka

mmber ak sbuk rancang masa depan bersama bakal 2 husband masing...
siap tgk baju pengantin..nk pkai color apa time kawen..
make up mcm na
terasa mcm alien duk tgh public ja time mmber2 disscuss bab2 kawen2 ni

mmber2 suma aim kawen before 27..
ak lak x aim apa2 lg..cuma nk abis degree n ada master n kja
wakakakaka
liberel sgtkah ak smpai rsa kawen ni menyusah kan ramai org
entahlah...
sbb parent ak da ad cucu n menantu..
bg ak da cukup
turn ak jga parents lak
x kawen pun myb xpa
janji ad kja...klu xda jodoh, before 32 ak nk adopt anak angkat..dlm 2-3
susah2 ak wat rumah anak yatim...senang citer..nk amek bpa ramai anak agkt pun xksah
janji happy~~~~~~~~~

myb ada yg akan rsa ak ni kasihan, pelik n lebih sadis gilo!~~
wakakaka..hidup x semsti mcm yg kta plan...
so plan A xdpt nk apply, pkai plan B lak...
well ald 23..need to plan fo 10 years later...
klu ak kawen pun ak still nk wat rumah anak yatim..
xkawen pun xpa..bukan rezeki..
wakakaka
:)

lagu zaman 1980-an (wink2)

akak ak penah cita kat ak..dolu2 baby sitter yg jaga ak suka nyanyi lagu dolu2
sampai akak ak pun nyanyi2
dari standard 1 sampai la dia form 5 n masuk u
lagu yg berkumandang kat rumah lagu SLAM, aris ariwatan etc
byk sgt..taju lagu ak x igt tapi lirik ak igt..
da akak ak nyanyi ari2...

antara band boy yg ak suka _ GERSANG
wakakakaka x ensem tp lagu diorag best2..
suara pun sedap... hehehehe
adik ak pun da join club member rock kapak2
dari peminat p.ramlee
join jd peminat ekamatra

ak x feel sgt meaning lagu2 dolu2
tp ak suka rentak2 n bit
best sgt...slow n damai...
in short maintain vokal..
ak x jumpa lg mmber2 ak yg suka lagu2 dolu2
nah ni medicine
lagu sempoi~~

ni lak gersang = suratan takdir

gersang = masih ak terasa

It doesn’t matter who my father was; it matters who I remember he was.

bapaku umpama superman + spiderman + batman + gaban (suria baja hitam) + ultraman bg ak..

xtau la pandangan adik beradik yg len.

bapa ak garang , tegas n baik hati

walaupun bukan anak emas, (cuma anak silver/perak)

tp bapa sentiasa cuba berlaku adil...

dr kecik sampai da besar...bapa sentiasa nk yg terbaik utk kami adik beradik..

dr education sampai mkn minum n tmpt tggl

bapa sentiasa jaga perasaan kami...

time kecik2 bapa suka buatkan buaian...

happy x terhingga sampai masuk selumbar kat kaki pun x rasa..bapa juga yg dtg buka..

kes lain lak..bapa da ad misai, skali bapa ak cukur misai, ak menangis meraung2...sbb x suka bapa xda misai...dr ari tu bapa ak x penah cukur misai...

bapa ak ckp susah nk jaga misai..

skang ni baru bapa ak cukur skali skala..

ak x merungut sbb bapa ak ckp jenazah yg ad misai nmpak x terurus..

ak pon dok diam2..tgk bapa ak mustache-less huhuuhuuhuu

masih lg ak igt time escape kat sekolah asrama penuh

bapa sanggup dtg amek time mlm n antar time subuh

xda air punya psal..ak pun merungut.. bapa dgn sabar dtg amek ak

walaupun baru dr operasi kebakaran..klu igt balik..buruk betul perangai ak

ish3...

byk kes ak wat..dlm adik beradik ak la plg problem..

dr sekolah yg top(SMAKK), ak minta tukar n pindah sekolah biasa (SEMAI)..(prestasi)

nasib baik ak skor..klu x mampos kna marah..

dr sekolah tu biasa, batch ak(form 3) n senior ak (form 5) agkt smpai jd top 10 di sabah..

skang skolah tu dlm proses capai sekolah elite..

masuk form 4 ak da x suka sekolah tu, byk sgt rules yg melampau2..

budak2 makin susah nk control kut...

dr ak create lg byk problem...ak pun wat deal dgn ayah ak..

ak skor utk spm n tukar kan ak p skolah pekan (st john)..cam ak wat kat SMAKK

mak ak marah x terhingga..bapa ak ckp ok..

hohoho

seminggu gak mak ak x tegur ak...

bapa ak slumber....ak slumber n nasib baik lg..ak skor...

p matrix labuan ayah ak yg teman...p uitm s.alam, ayah ak hantar..siap suma ayah ak beli utk ak...

set pinggan mangkuk, instance coffee n milo..tggu ak abis induction n call ak setiap hari tya kbar...byk lg la..

boleh ja ak p wat sendiri tp sebab kasihnya bapa ak kat ak...dia wat benda2 yg remeh temeh..

sbb tu ak usaha utk devote my life for the sake of   MY super HERO... MR MADRIH hehehe

sambil ak belek2 gmbr2 dolu2

tgk pic bapa, mak family ..

ak baru sedar ak byk kat tmpt kejadian tp xda evidence pun kewujudan ak kat area tu

smpai ak le lupa ak pnah dtg kat tmpt tu

baru ak tau kepentingan pic dlm membuat memori yg baru

ceeewaaahh ayat hebat

skang ni xla sedey sangat..

x tua lg..x nyanyuk lg.. wakakakaakaka

tp mulai skang ni

ak nak wat evidence ttg kewujudan ak

x kira la dgn mmber2, family or sapa2 ja la

ak akan amek pic 

nnt anak2 ak ble la tgk2 pic ak zmn muda2

mak bapak ak ble la tgk mcm na proses ak mnjadi org 

under didikan org ramai

serius..pic kelas pun ak xda..hahahahaha

dari form 1 sampai form 5

ntah camna ak le hilang

cepat sgt ak escape.. kuikuikui

dari smakk ke inanam ke st.john

lgsung xda pic.. heeheehee

masa xle putar balik...yg ada cuma future

jd nk preseve memory tu bebaik  kuang3

Recalling days of sadness, memories haunt me. 

Recalling days of happiness, I haunt my memories.  ~Robert Brault

yuhuuuu saturdayyyyy

one of my fren's draw erza scarlet digitally  for me..

mmmmm she said that she really like this character after introducing to her..

waaaaaaaa a lot of  anime ald introduce to her 

n from many from it, she choose this one..

hehhehehe

u got a gud eye girl...

keep it on babes

n bare in mind..my hair still short as it destined by me..

never got long hair..

unless my father ask me to keep my hair

wakakakakaka

having short hair like this charater...mwahahaha

if getting emo he hide his face behind the mask

soo cute.. becoz cannot use mask..

then i just smile, "ganti topeng"

hehehe

   

another one busy to tag me with this song

dewa song.. kinda sweet but too much for kid to have expensive motorbike..wakakaka

n d girl kinda materialistic 

poor kid..spposly enjoy ur youth while u can..

well,, need to balance the yin n yang

have a nice day~~

pasta n carbonara

as usual
ari jumaat ari bergembira
dr petang ak wat keja, rsa penat sgt..
cik ciken pun balik
baby tasha pun da sampai rumah
hehe suka sgt dgn budak nih
aktif cam budak laki

cik ciken jaga tasha
ak lak p sibukkan diri kat dapur
byk lg bahan yg tinggal

apa lg, msak la carbonara yg senang n mudah
da siap, kak Ana rasa
n dia ckp pasta ni rsa cam ubat
byk mushroom kut
sbb tu rsa cam ubat
azian lak, melantak daging
pasta xmkan..geram tul ak!!
mna x alahan datang..makan x seimbang.. :x

n ari ni dlm sejarah
cik ciken berjaya tdokan tasha
yeaaahhhh... syabas kawanku
ak buai budak ni nak dekat 15 minit!!
xtdo2, makin aktif ada la
huhu baru tau camna penatnya jd mak
"terima kasih mak"

pasta yg dimasak da habis
tasha pun da balik
so, need to work again
chaiyok2~
majulah hidup utk keluarga

thaipusam n sunway lagoon 20 jan 11

suffer vs enjoyment

today people in selangor got holiday
thaipusam day..
n student use this chance to go to water park sunway lagoon
n d student is my housemate

ish how envy...huhuhuhu
how ironic, in someplace people suffer n in the other place, people laughing n enjoy the world
n me??? stay natural at home "surfing" as long as i can
now downloading samurai champloo
really like this
chu~~~~~~~~ XD

cairo tggl impian

mmmmm menyakitkan ati betul klu ingat balik..

ak xle join p cairo mid year ni..ak kna kja

n sebab ak da xle jln jauh.. so round2 malaysia pun extend for a year..

myb after master, take leave for a few weeks n going my journey

1st to singapore, then johor melaka, pahang, perak n kedah, perlis

kalu ad rezeki p thailand...

as lone ranger...nk bwa mmber sama spesis xmo ikut...

yg nk join berlawanan spesis..

seronok mmg la seronok tp nnt org pandang serong kat ak lak...

lg la naya..so lone ranger is d best..klu nk bwa siblings..

xlepas punya..bapa ak x bagi..hehehe

 aish....

sblum umur mencecah had umur..

kna p, klu x, takut xda kesempatan...

len la klu husband ak pun kaki explore bumi ni..

itu klu kawen..klu x kawen..ak pun duk la kat tmpat asal ak..duk diam2 wat amal  kebajikan 

jd anak yg baik, sbg kakak yg prihatin n sbg adik yg bertimbang rasa..

myb sambung blajar lg.. 

mwahahahahahaha

lepas tu klu ak ad rezeki...ak nk p sandakan n pulau area semporna..

pg dgn adik ak..

n myb ajak fotog..

ble la suh fotog amek pic bebyk

shoot yg cecantik..

utk mr ibe

sori bebyk....myb kna p jln2 sendiriran berhad laaaa

wakakakakaka

utk mengobat hati yg sdey ni..

ak pun dgr lagu ballade yg mendayu2~~

 dedicate to whom it concern by alex ubargo= a gritos desperanza

enjoy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

T.T

java + beginner = headache = craziness = i want doraemon

where is constructor??? how to declare something2
how to generate that n this...uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
tasukete!!! doraemon
i want doraemon... huhuhhuhuhu

but the closer to doraemon is uncle google..
also uncle google cannot help me enuf
aiseh~~~~~~~~
in class only look lecturer n try to focus..n then suddenly lost..
back to the home i need to do my revision n extra hardwork

this pic edited by maniac..look so real...doraemon @ mutant kitties hehehe

picked 1 wandering cat area my block n give feed to it..
look so healthy n i really want to cuddle it
cuddle3~~~ meow
soft furry n fatty cat.. brought it to my home, bathing it, dry it, give friskies n play~~~
spend almost 1 hours n that fatty cat already get boring n want to go out...
jus let it go n magically, my tension also gone..ahahaha
cat empowering release tension
suki dayo!! neko kun.. hehehe XD

jatuh

ptg yg indahhh

xdpt nek motor n bas lak penuh

kasihan betull...tapiii

ad hikmah.....ak bjln kaki dgn tongkat sebagai supporter.. jln perlahan2 sambil nikmati keindahan alam uitm..

sorang mamat ni jogging.. normal la org jogging di hari petang..

tgk la mamat ni lari..

n tetiba... TUUPPP~~ adeh..

adakah patut dia jatuh kat depan ak..

nk gelak x sampai ati..jatuh atas tar oooowwwhhh..

jatuh n bergeser kat tar....

sakit tu ak pernah rasa..zaman dolu2 la...

apsal lak mamat ni jatuh time ak nk balik???

xda time lain ka nk jatuh..

nk jln trus n biarkan

rsa cam x bertimbang rasa lak

ak pun stop.. p tgk mamat ni..

lutut luka teruk n ad batu kat luka 

aiseh..suddenly igt time ak susah

xda mmber2 ak tgk, suma lari cam kucing..

bapa ak dr flat nmpak ak jatuh trus dtg kat ak

time tunggu bapa ak sampai

ad sorg pakcik bomba amek ak n cuci luka ak

xdpt nk nangis..nnt bapa ak marah so ak pun senyum2..ahahahaha

koyak kat lutut bukan kecik... besar

ak pun heran apsal ak le senyum..sbb takut kat bapa ak kot..ahahahah

mamat ni pun sma cam ak..senyum2 smbil cakap "xpe2 saye ok"

padahal lutut dia da koyak besar 

siap ad batu melekat kat lutut dia....SAKIT TUUUU

jatuh kat jlan raya dlm uitm jam 6 ptg

time org lalu lalang nk balik

keta byk lalu lalang..

da xda org laki kat tmpat kejadian 

ak pun p la papah mamat ni p tepi fakulti Engine

pakai la apa yg ad kat dlm beg

nasib bek jumpa tisu 

cuci luka mamat ni guna air botol ak n minta dia kol mmber bawa p klinik or hospital..

mau x mau..tggu la smpai mmber dia dtg...

mmber dia le la plak gelakkan dia..ish3 

x patut betul member2 mamat ni..

xpsal2 ak stranded dgn mamat tu sampai jam 7

tp xpa

buat baik, bukannya buat jahat..

nak ikut jejak langkah pakcik bomba yg tolong cuci luka ak zaman ak kecik2..

da x ingat nma pakcik bomba tu sapa..

yang ak ingat, pakcik tu ad misai sama cam misai bapa ak..ahahahaha

Terima kasih kepada pakcik bomba.. sebab memberi tauladan yg baik... hehehe 

hrap2 mamat yg ak tolong ni tolong org len lak

xla jd certain org yg abaikan sbb takut dgn msalah n kesusahan..

:) 

senyuman penawar duka

as stated "senyuman penawar duka"..
bukan untuk diri sendiri tapi untuk duka org len la...
 xle ckp syum sorg2  pun le happy walupun ad big prob..
senyum tu sedekah.. tapi bertempat la..
xkan time funeral senyumm2...nnt org len igt yg senyum2 ni ad motif membunuh..haaaaa..xpsal2 kna fitnah lak..

ak pun suka senyum.. senyum kambing hehehehe
da wat eksperimen n terbukti klu dgn senyum akan jd penawar duka..lbey2 lg yg jarang sgt senyum..
contoh terdekat..bapa ak..slalu moody..myb high blood pressure..
skali Mr Madrih senyum n good mood...satu family rsa syok..
mak trus wat air, akak wat kuih..ak lepak dpn tv n kamal lpak dgn bapak ak..hehehehe

untk dptkan mood tu, setiap ptg or lpas bapa ak pulang dr kja.. ak wat air..
depend on time sometimes  Big Boss akan happy sometimes tidak..
well Big Boss also human..not machine that u can set..hehehe

tu ak kat rumah di sabah..
kat rumah sewa s.alam ni..ak sentiasa on mood..
byk prob  or x.. cuba2 la senyum walaupun rsa nk bg perkataan yg "hebat2"...
idup kat tanah org kna la pndai jga diri..xle ad konflik dgn sapa2
just follow d flow slagi beretika n x slah d sisih undang agama n negara..kekekeke

camna le terkeluar topik ni???? let me show u something

ni la one of pic yg mmber tag kat ak... senyum penawar duka.. adakah ia akan terjadi??

klu bab cintan2 ni ak xtau...experience skit sgt so ak xle comment lebey2.. not 1st priority.. 

klu family, yes it is..senyuman penawar duka..

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~

model kat dlm ni mcm senyum x ikhlas di tambah lg dgn background yg sorrow..

aih...syg tul kat model ni..muka dia fotogenik tp edit punya edit jd camni lak..

klu la rahmat bubuh color pelangi sure viewer pun rsa happy go lucky..

hehehhehe

maka, kepada makhluk tuhan..
senyum la..walau bagaimanapun rupa bentuk muka anda.. org xkan ckp byk bagaimana rupa anda jika anda senyum...yg org sekitar rsa adalah happiness
jangan lak senyum gedik2..nnt kna cop gedik
kan naya..hehehe
p/s: peringatan kepada suma n diri sendiri...
:) jd rajin2 la senyum....
senyum seindah suria yg membawa cahaya
senyum la dari hati , dunia mu berseri.. amin~~

rumah ku syurga ku (s.alam)

rumah kat sabah pun syurga gak..
tp byk 2 tmpat kat s.alam ni..
slen library, ak plg suka duk dlm rumah
complete set, siap ada entertainer lg (badut A.K.A Azian)
wlaupun sakit, tgk perangai housemate, cepat lak ak sembuh...hehehe

hari ni hari ahad...
dan rumah ak lak ada sesi kemas mengemas...weeeeeeeeeeeeeee
amek masa dlm 2 jam lbey n done
decoration rumah pun berubah skit..
rumah makin lapang n byk tmpt le lepak n bersuka ria

cik ciken kita masak gulai lemak n sayur campur..
kekekekeke sedap..
bley la bljar lg cara msak org perak..org johor n penang hua3
masakan negeri 9 xle pakai.. pedas thap gaban.. x tmkan ak
nt xla ak terkial-kial dpn mak mentua camna nk masak... added value katakan
asyik msak ala sabah,, somehow boring jugakkkk

"ofis" ak da ad tmpt baru.. dekat skit dgn plug..
snang skit ak nk wat kja ak yg berlambak cam gunung kinabalu..
rsa aman sgt duk kat rumah ni..

kepada Linda : Happy bday
xpsal2 budak bday kna kmas tandas lak...hehehehe
adik2 junior katakan....kna buli skit...mwahahahahahaha
that's all for today.. tq :)

planner

now 2011 = 23 years old = still degree ISE
2012/2013 = 25 years old = master holder IS
2014 - so on = working as lecturer / system engineer maybe.......

getting adopted child = still in mind
getting married status = no idea when

but for this year
i want to strive dean list n conquer JAVA programming (web based)
working at factory n develop full system..
while waiting for graduation n master application..
therefore need to improve my ENGLISH n BM of course

3 weeks = need to done all srs n sdd for FYP
              = settle down my problems..

for 4th n 5th week..juz see how things was going on..
later i'll update my planner again..

may god bless all of us
ja mata ne

wakakaka gaining weight

aiseh.. gaining again..

gilaaaaaa... need to get back 50 kg back..huhuhu

weight is so n so.....

for this week i need to lose a kg...

eat right n need to go exercise, maybe jog @ tasik s.alam..

n fasting le if i can..huk3

getting beautiful is pain laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

adeeeeeeeeeeeehh

well lets strive for the 50kg 

hehehe

hehehehe my favorite boy band.. really like yamato-kun

look weird... hihi but he also got his own charm side....

nah.. i give u the translation which i got from this http://www.kiwi-musume.com

Tomaru koto no nai toki no nagare
Hikari kagayaku naka de kono mama de
Ookiku kuuki wo suikonde
Tsumoru omoi subete hakidashite
Mune no naka ni tashika ni aru kibou
Wasureta koto wa nai ichinichimo
Saki wa mienai ga tsuyoku ikiyou
Yuuhi ga shizumu mae ni ikou

Sun goes down...

Bokura wa mada ki zukanai de ita yo
Taisetsu na mono wo mamorikiru imi wo
Kujikesou ni natte naita yoru mo
Asa ni nareba waraitobaseru darou
Kono kaze mo kono umi mo ashita mo
Donna katachi wo shiteru no darou
Sora ga akaku somatte iku yo
Kyou ichinichi ga mata sugite iku yo

Searching for a beautiful days
And everyday and everyday...
Sun goes down...

Isshou ichido kiri no jibun
Saki wa mienai kedo saki e susumu
Mainichi mainichi ga onaji you ni miete dakedo
Sou ja nai kara saki wo yuku
Toki wa tomaru koto wo shiranu
Dakara bokura wa utau

Searching for a beautiful days
And everyday and everyday...
Sun goes down...

Saki ni susumu koto kimetan da
Kibou wa mune de mada moeten da
Ima daiji na basho ni tatten da
Soshite koko de utatten da

Saki ni susumu koto kimetan da
Kibou wa mune de mada moeten da
Ima daiji na basho ni tatten da
Soshite koko de utatten da

Saki ni susumu koto kimetan da
Kibou wa mune de mada moeten da
Ima daiji na basho ni tatten da
Soshite koko de utatten da

Saki ni susumu koto kimetan da
Kibou wa mune de mada moeten da
Ima daiji na basho ni tatten da
Soshite koko de utatten da

translation :

In the ceaseless flow of time
As the light shines
I take in a deep breath of air
And breathe out all of my growing love
There’s certainly hope in my heart
I haven’t forgotten for a day
I can’t see what’s coming, but I’ll live with strength
I’ll go before the sun sets

Sun goes down...

We still hadn’t noticed
The meaning of protecting something important
Even on nights when I cry, on the verge of giving up
I’m sure I’ll be able to laugh it off when the morning comes
What shape will this wind
And this sea, and tomorrow have?
The sky is stained in red
Today, one more day has passed

Searching for a beautiful days
And everyday and everyday...
Sun goes down...

You only get one life
I can’t see what’s coming, but I’m moving forward
Every day, every day looks the same
But that’s not so, so I’m moving forward
Time shows no sign of stopping
So we’re singing

Searching for a beautiful days
And everyday and everyday...
Sun goes down...

I’ve decided to move forward
Hope is still burning in my heart
Now I’m standing in an important place
And singing here

I’ve decided to move forward
Hope is still burning in my heart
Now I’m standing in an important place
And singing here

I’ve decided to move forward
Hope is still burning in my heart
Now I’m standing in an important place
And singing here

I’ve decided to move forward
Hope is still burning in my heart
Now I’m standing in an important place
And singing here

Enjoy ne~~ hehehe

alone

cet

again... alone at home.. haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

lone ranger~~~~~~~~ go power ranger!

listening to toucholic.....jang geun seuk

suddenly want new handset...

apple one..touch screen....

but that out of need..maybe after graduating i'll have it as my reward...hehehe

but i thought that better look moderate...biasa2 saja

having car also biasa2 saja...

my future house just comforting me..no need to be luxuries...

job also biasa2 saja

all in moderate...................................

moderate is good.. like my papa said : "jadi orang biasa sahaja, jangan senang sangat, jangan juga susah, nanti tidak dapat tolong orang lain, kalau senang sangat orang dengki, nanti banyak musuh"...

want to go travelling................. i want to try train~~~~~ really want it..hehehehe

when n where also dont know...i will be more active this semester..in this blog laaaaa.............

:)

AZAM BARU 2011

salam.. osashiburi desu ne

its has been long...i've not update my blog...

hehe..for this year..

i want to get a better life..

a lot of problem i've got...

cet!!! sigh again..

well..its test from God...

better than "hanyut" in a very luxuries life and super comfort..

well...i also got a new member of this house.. her name is Linda..

young sister to kak Ana..

the baby Tasha already grown up.. she can say "tata".. hoho very cute oooowwwwhh

Last 2 days, I went to see photoshoot from Apit n mat..

seriously, the model is so gorgeous.. also look cute... hihi

well i'll update more later.. want to buy something for dinner tonight..maybe want to cook something that very nice... nyum3

:3