Friends show their love in times of trouble..

one of my friends said : "ko ni bebaik skit..org lain suka amek kesempatan atas kebaikan kau"..
well.. dunno what to reply.. just sit there and continuing my work..

starting think about it.. hell ya.. some of my friend took advantages on me..
but let by pass b by pass..

here..just a few being a very close friends to me..
miss my homeland... a lot of great friends there..

so far so  good..
who cares.. no body cares..
bla..bla..bla.....

later i'll put something more knowledgeable for reader.. exp: java n joomla..
just wait for it..
until then ..ja mata ne

By learning pain, you can become a person who can be kind to others.

ahahaha
tq to those who r concern to protect my smile..
i also want to protect the others smile since i like smile
smile represent happiness n crankiness..
hehehe

since my dad thought me to smile  n share ur hapiness
then i'll do d same exactly what he ask me to do
ppl come n go
born n die
healthy n sick
n etc

somehow i felt so glad i was born in my family
thinking about those kid growing without family
so poor n pity
felt so sorry
its a big challenge for them
growing in "not enough" condition
for this main reason
i want to build orphan home care
where i can take care those hopeless kid
for d god sake!! pple will bare their own prob 1st..but what to do..
its nature..same goes by me..

really hope i can do this before dying..
who know when my turn
so, i hope i can realize this before 30s

they have been hurt by an unspeakable pain and sadness
which i can felt it
where by, somehow the sadness can come across just like that.. 
i hope there are lot more ppl out there feel the same way with me..
i am believing there r no one being alone in this world..
even tough u like being lone ranger
n dont like to socialize
but still.. sure there are some one will need u..
thats all for now.. ja mata ne
chu~~

going to taste thai~~~~ hehe

ahahahahaha
today i went to thai fushion at Plaza Alam Sentral
n ate steamboat..
mwahahahaha..
going there n trying the steamboat..
quite ok..
nyum~~
i wish more friends can join me there.. but as usual.~~~~~~~~
this pic taken by kak wad's lil sis..hehe
tq Izati..
chu~~~

di suatu mlm.....

citer ini berkaitan dgn housemate ku..
yg pintar2 n cerdik2 belaka..termasuk la ak skali..
wahahahahahah
mmg gila~~~ cam besa..mlm jumaat
tv3 akan tayangkan citer hantu..saka jentayu..
ak x layan sgt mende2 nih..
ak  pon sibuk p masak..
aziyan dlm bilik..
cikin sibuk dgn fb...
tv terbuka....
cik amy baru balik dr library...
budak rajin..hehehe
yg ak nmpk..dia masuk dgn sorang budak pompuan..
pkai tudung hitam.. baju orange2..pakai spek..n sedikit pendek dri ak..
da ak siap msak mkn mlm.. ak dtg kat ruang tamu..
dok tepi ciken n tya mna amy..
aziyan pon dtg dok luar.. sembang2..
ciken dgn selamba..eh???
amy bukan balik sorg ka???
ahhhh~~~~~~~~~~ sudah
aziyan trus dok buka ayat kerusi..
ak wat bodo..
xkan mata ak salah..
ak tau la rabun ak kuat + rabun silau tinggi tahap gunung kinabalu~
tp..ak nmpk kot budak pompuan tu..orang yg lengkap sifat manusia..
aziyan da stat bsing2..
ciken pon mula kuar citer yg bukan2..
ak pkir balik.. xkan la ak silap tgk..
pkir2.. bleh jd jugakk..ahahahahahahahaha
ktorg dgn sabar tggu amy siap mandi..
kuar ja amy dari blik..trus ciken tya..ko blik dgn sapa.??
tetiba lak budak yg ikut amy balik kuar dr bilik kak wad..
aiseh..budak yg ak nmpak tu adik kak wad..izati..xpsal2 amy bsing2 dgn ak..
ahahahahahaha..
satu rumah da kecoh psal  ak pya statement..
ish2..gila betul org rumah mlm nih..ahahahaha
xpsal2 suma tdo awal kecuali ak..
kna tggu siap download sp2..huhu

aiseh.. sound from my dad

my dad sound me about my weight..
due to the pic that i send to him.. he ask me to go jogging n diet..
he said : go jogging n diet.. ald 20++.. not lil baby anymore.. i want my daughter look more mature..
T.T huk3...
going jog last evening..
mwahahahaha.
ironically, i  really like the feeling..
n more worse, i want do it again tomorrow..hehehe

somehow, i got annoyed wif my scarf..
really hard to maintain my scarf..
if i'm following my heart blindly..
juz want to go jog wif free hair..
huuhuuhuuu
but this is not sabah
not my home..
there are lot eyes watching over me
its not culture to freely free hair..

aiseh..talk about hair..
my dad also want to see me in long hair form..
damn it!!!
i hate long hair..
never keep my hair since forever..
n now...i need to take care my hair..
keep it long n healthy..

by this july,
i need to go home with weight at least 50kg n long hair..
need to work hard from now on..
starting by this day,
i need to aim shading my fat..
need to fasting + diet + jogging + take care of my hair = my dad happiness..
ahahahaa.. process to be a lady..
somehow i can feel my dad will ask me to wear kain sarung..
sanggul my hair..ask to wear lady's stuff such as heels, skirt, earing, necklace etc..
waaaaaaiiiii..seriously, i hate those stuff....
now my dad also ask me to use only a "gud word" during talk to public..
ahahahahaha...somehow.. i feel so sweet.. my dad really concern about me..
ok daddy.. i'll be a gud lady..hehhehehe

all seems to be same

mmmmmm
one of my member ask me to treat d other members based on status
aahahhahaha so funny.. doesnt mean u r rich person u can treat other people like crap..
if u want to cont to treat people like that.. i dont have any concern..
n dont dare to teach me on how to treat my friends..
my friends is MY friends..

who gonna care if ur daddy is businessman?
just bare in mind.. u r also imperfect human being..
myb those lowlife is more good than u..who knows?
myb i'll choose them instead of u.. 
n FIY my friends is coming from various background..
so BEHAVE URSELF
watch ur words..please..
dont create more misunderstanding..
somehow it will affect me..
after reading their post on fb..
so disappointed.. seriously..
our friendship supposedly to be sincere with each other..
not because of status etc..
"it take some good to make u hurt
n it take some bad for satisfaction"
no one perfect..so please rethink before publish ur dissatisfied feeling..
For those whom concern
TQVM..


terasa sgt sedih n kiciwa
xsemestinya kamu org senang, kamu boleh perlekehan org len..sangat x baek..
kamu bukannya kaya, yg kaya tu parent kamu..
boleh plak nak banding2kan pekerjaan parent diri sendiri dgn yg len..
klu kwan2 tu suma anak org berada, xpa la..nak banding wealth pun..sapa kisah??
perangai cam budak2.. benda remeh ni pun nk bawa gaduh..
xpsal2 ak pun kna tempias..
hellooooooo~~ parent ak cuma org biasa..so do I..

klu nak berkonflik sgt, jan libatkan yg len..
yg len x berdosa.. huhuhuhu
bg ak, suma sama, ak treat x lebih n x kurang..
igt..xselamanya senang n xelamanya susah
tuhan adil..

ak syg suma..
x tgk pun background..
xpernah pun nk compare.._______________(-.-)__________________

we all gud friends

great comoflouge of feeling

muhasabah diri d pg ahad yg indah
apa yg ak da wat cuti ni..
hehehehe
byk sgt kuar n bersukaria
so kna ganti dgn stay up n bgun awal utk setel kan kja
huhu
konflik dgn xxxxxxxxx...
kesian ibe sbb join venture skali dgn ak..
untk mengelakkan masalah di kemudian hari..
ak pun bg la org len pya fb kat ibe..
ahahahahahaha kejam tp realiti
elak masalah akn dtg..mwahahahaha
klu ibe tbca post ni... xya la tya nma makhluk tuhan itu..
xpenting...
tetiba igt lak pesan mak ibe
dont take any granted from sabahan
ahahahaha.. later u'll owe them n someday u'll fall for them
ak xtau camna nak explain..but that the best n simple way i can story to u guys.
remember ibe..remember ur mommy's words
ahahahahahahah
my dad also dont allow me to be with outsider..
same with ibe's mommy...
TO IBE:
juz want to state that i'm really sorry for trouble that u got during ur holiday..hua3
klu ko msj budak nma saiful nizam,mst ko rsa pelik mamat tu x tau apa2
ahahahahahaha
apa2 pun.. remember ur mommy advice..k

ya Allah
byk btul msalah yg ak dpt
itu adalh ujian n ak terima seadanya
x minta d permudahkan
tp memohon kekuatan untuk ujian tersebut
next sem da kja
n amek pjj master
sesi jln2 ke cairo
confirm batal..sbb politik mesir x stabil..
nak jln p mna lg??? ahahaha
xtau la..dok diam2
n surfing
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~

again i want to state my apologies to all peoples around me that hurt
by my act either the act was in plan or out of plan..
i'm juz imperfect human which will making d same mistake..
i'll learn through experience...no experience no pain n no learning process..rite
as stated by Gum..lets be hardworking n sincere person..
:) okie dokie.. i'll put that quote in my life list..
to all people especially my dad, family n friends:
THANK YOU FOR UR SUPPORT
i'm not standing high here if i dont get any support from u guys..
as financially support or morally support..
XD love u all...chuuu~~

another clumsy day

wheel again..

now i'm at bottom of wheel..
stuck n cannot run anywhere...
having someone talk bad about u is bad..
but if u heard somebody talk bad about ur friend is more worst..
trust me..
like my oldie friend said : "let shit remain shit, unless u change it into fertilizer"
ahahahahahaha
my work is 30% done...
what shud i do???
need to work hard maaaaa.
if not, how it will be done on time..
my ticket ald confirm..by this july..i'll fly to alor setar n stay for a few days
hehehehe thanks for supporter
later i'll spend u to fly to sarawak...okkkkkeeeeeeeeyyyyy kimo~~~
or if u want something else..let me know..mwahahahahahahaha

until then...ja mata ne~~~
chuuuuuuuu~~~~

新年快乐..今年兔 dedicated to ADAM ^.^

ahahaha
to grant adam's wish..so i'll add up d pic for him..
wif snowcap that he want to see very badly..
TQ for d angpow.. later i'll give u duit raya..ok!!
a lot of things happen recently
really adventure
yet problematic..
wakakakaka
but dont care much


as mika said : relax take it easy, for there is something that we can do..

Adam, juz wait d post.. i've sent u

hehe..so damn cute..so i'll buy two..one for adam..and one for my collection..
1stly, i want to give u gundam set..but i think ur collection is "more" complete than i have..
rather than buy u something that u ald have..so i'll give this chibi set..mwahahahaha
hatsune miku for Adam...ok
here d song that u want me to heard d most since from  our 1s class..
hehehe recall back our youth baa.. mwahahaha adam d nerdy boy XD

wish every people around me got a good day..
even with the high tension
HAPPY CNY.. :) especially to Adam Lionell
chuuuuuu~~~~~~~~~ :')